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2011-03-28T00:58:00.001-07:00

10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

sincerely,

2011-01-16T03:36:00.000-08:00

Life is full of unexpected things,
and yes, we should welcome it as much a we dont want to.
this post is to clear everything thats been happening this 3days.

yes,it was wrong for me to walk off like that,
it was wrong for me to ask can i go home,
it was wrong in everyway for me to say those stuffs.

but you guys have to understand how im feeling,
to see each and every members of your batch got choose and you dont,
it was hurtful to see your juniors got selected instead of you,
it was even hurtful when your junior was the one who
say stuffs that you dont even want to hear,
well i guess this is life,

we just gotta take each and every comment of it and
turn it into a certain strength in life
to do better.
i know that you guys might talk things out,
when i headed home earlier.
positive or negative only you guys knows.
truthfully,
its kind of making me worried.
i dont even know if you guys are angry/dissapointed and stuffs with me?
so i just wanna say im sorry.

you guys mean a lot to me,
and you guys should know why,
each and everyone of you were there when i need help,
when i need a shoulder,
when i need a listening ear,
most importantly, a friend who i can trust.

each and everyone of you were special in each different ways,
and i love the differences .
especially my soulsister,
you know who you are.
i treasure you guys,

will things change ?
will we fall apart?
i dont know,
cause the anwers lies tomorow,

we'll see.
and this post was typed straight from my heart,
and ofcourse bring back the gold medal for floorball,
although im not able to bring that back home,
im still able to see it.
and im sincere about this.

so i hope things will not change and we will still be kilats.
and i will try my very best to change for the better.
the ones i treasure the most.

hope is what pushing me through.

2011-01-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

hey 2011,
its an awesome start.
one year older, one year wiser.
yeah this is what my teacher told me,
i will not fool around this year,
i will focus on my studies,
i will do well in my nlevels.
i promise myself i shall go to sec 5,
and i promise i will do it and i will.
so far first week of school i could copee,
did not sleep in class.
yeah i guees shall keep up with this enthusiasm,

well, im trying to not type singlish in my blog,
to cultivate good english in me.
i did not went to school on wednesday,
and im not going tomorrow too.

i really hope nothing is wrong with me,
tomorrow is also the selections and im worried,
cause obviously i want to be choosen,
i did my best in training although is not that good,
i really hope i get choosen,
cause now it seems thats all i want,
happy birtday dalya,

to those who know, i hope u keep it a secret,
i really hope things will get better,
if not then i will just leave everything to allah,
allah will handle,
but to my close friends if anything happens,
which i hope will not :(
just keep only one photo of me
in the room of yours,
cause thats enough for me.

i really hope will be fine.

a new chapter closes

2011-01-02T00:18:00.000-08:00

a new year begins,
a chapter ends
a new chapter of our life starts,
new resolutions,goals,dreams to achieve.

2010 has been a fruitful j0urney,
tears,laughter,lessons,love,hate.
and i ended the year with an awesome party,
with my love ones, singleladies<3 we rocked that party, haha! thanks to class 95fm :) so these are the pics of awesome time ,events, people, that came and happened in my life .
not to mention bdiv hockey champion and fb second ^^
i cant find the pics.

FUNKY FESS ARE AWESOME! ^^

2010-12-19T04:55:00.000-08:00

fatin,fs,fi and me.

FI goodbye party and FS birthday party ^^
feeling-feeling phuket.

at orchard..

us :)+ mimie

meet udin, i talked to him the most .
cause hes friendly haha

ameer, hottest in the group.
and the most pemalas . ahhaha

jason , the game master.
he full of games. ^^

amsyar :)
cute kan?? heeee:D

hey people,
i am soo hungry and i got nothing to do,
so while waiting for my food to come,
shall update,
this week has been crazy,
lots of stuffs have been going on.

firstly, faizal isa is away on,
we made a goodbye party for him.
and celebrated farhan shah's birthday.

yea, was choosen for u21 a team.
i know this means i have to work harder.
yes, i will not make coach regret of choosing me.

celebrated mimie's birthday ytd,
it was aweessooommeee!!!
invited funky nuts.
suppeerrdupper cute ^^
hahah!
had loads of fun playing beach games.
it was amazing.
then went to orchard planned
to see him with his santa costume,
in the end we were late,
nvm took picture with him.:)

oh ya, my girls are at kl right now.
only me,mia and syai is at singapore.
hope they did well in the games,
and doing good there.
i kinda miss them :)

26 gonna have funkyfess and funky nuts outing:)
i cant wait..
hmm what should i where?
kay bye peeps.

mr red

2010-12-05T21:03:00.000-08:00

ollo people,
hahha kay its hello -.-
its been an awesome and meaningful november.
so yea its december ,
i hope its will be a good month ,
so i will want to remember december.

8 more days till faizalisa go to ns.
:( so fast rites.
hope he will be fine there.
and 14 days till farhanshah's birthday :)
surprises coming for you guys.
ouhya and mimie's and elly's birthday to :D

hockey as usual,
we learnt a different thing every single day.
we have fun , we share secrets, tears.
we are a family.

this been a hectic month for me.
lots of people has come and go,
but i lose some i gain some.
i decided not to get soo into in love,
cos i realised i dont really need it now,
when i have wonderful people around me.
who gave me enough love i need.
friends are important.
they brighten up our life.

i made awesome new friends ,
they have been supporting me,
they are not a part of me,
farhana,filzaa,kit,fatyn,mimie,nadiah,elly,ashiqin,farah,husnul and many more.
they are awesome people.
i have been spending my time with them and its awesome.
real friends you can depend on.

oh ya,
i have the most awesomest bestfriend and soulsister,
a girl could possibly have.

im in love with you

2010-11-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

my babes^^

sisters + cous

lembs,kembs and kerbs

hello oxygen takers,
hows you? haha kay i know lame-.-

monday- i forgot got what, haha
tuesday- went to bowling with classmates.
i miss them!!
and ohya i won both of the games^^
then we ate at ite cck the food so cheap!
heee:D
wed-hockey camp :D
had fun,
but my group a little boring.
name; sixthsense
teammembers:me,danial,jiayu,lufti,faiqsec1,akmal,shannon,yammuna.
overnight at syai's house.
it was awesome!
had lots of fun with mia,syasya and syai
sleeepover first time. hahaha!
today training is okay.
i hope tomoro is okay also -.-
then meet my 8 winders aka gossipgirls hehehe
i miss them,
and faizalisa and farhan shah :(
nehmind 12dec willl be awesome!kay thats all nites!

Mengapa kau harus pergi \m/

2010-11-17T04:49:00.000-08:00

i love him :D ahhaha!
super-duper adorable sia he,
and him too!
the dashing one .(drools) -.- hah!

kay, as you can see im blushing.
thanks to farhan,
he told faizal that i tweeted about him being cute :D

me and president of effess:D

heylo, yes i know.
my blog is freaking rusty.
okay, i shall update my blog.

shall start with hockey,
yes lastweek was a horrible week for us.
scoldings after scoldings.
but we pulled it through .
gotta change our attitude,mindset,everything.
trying to hold on,
cos i know all this will be useful one day.

school has ended, as well as my extended programs.
im gonna start revising on december.
this month will be my break.

ohyes,my life has become a little more awesomeness.
thanks to both funkyfais and effesses.
they are an awesome bunch of peeps.
we can story telling the whole day.
ahah:D
and oh ya,
im both ^^
in the middle.heh.
i support,
faizal isa + farhanshah = faizalshah
funky fai +effess = funky effess
maafkanku oh cinta + mengapa kau harus pergi = maafkanku kau harus pergi.
kay, the last one was unexpected.

haha ohyea,
i went to #MKHP launch party.
it was awesome!
farhan was so dashing.
and faizal was superduper adorable.
hehe.
kay lah i dontknow what to update anymore.
oh yea, congrats on farhana !
aka tweetybird. :D just joking..
on being the president of effess:D
i love and will support you dear:D

i think will otp with elly,fanna & mimie again.
cute sia they!
baru 4 dah kecoh! hhahah:D

Shaye shuke shemua:D

2010-11-14T07:09:00.001-08:00

sorry for sooooooooooo unupdated posts!
i will update soon:D maybe tomooro:D
nighty nites!

you effing suck.

2010-11-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

The mirror can lie,
it doesnt show you what's inside ,
and it can tell you that ,
you're happy and full of life,
its amazing how you can hide all this,
just by putting up a smile.

a smile could hide a feeling,
a smile could hide a hundred thoughts,
a smile could hide a thousand feelings,
and finally a smile could hide a million tears.

im putting a strong front,
you guys dont know what im going trough,
i may look like im happy,
the truth is im bloody dissapointed and in pain

you dont know how this feels,
it hurts.
and i bloody hate it.

two words grow up.
its not working.

to you: i know, but my heart doesnt want to let go.

2010-11-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

as we grow our perceptions of boys is different,
when we are toddlers
girls wants guys like prince charming,
when we are kids,
girls want guys who are actors or singers,
when we are teenagers,
girl wants guys who
we can trust,share and be with.
when we are adults,
girls want guys who are matured and who can be a wonderful husband.
and finally,when we are old,
girls wants guys who can just stay with them till a very long age.
that's what girls want in their life.

guys always ask his peers,mates, jocks,peeps and so on.
what do girls want.
they have to think about it throughly,
we dont want empty promises and talks,
we want you to show it,
we dont want flowers andchoclates,
we want hugs and kisses,
we dont want praises,
we just want thank you's and i love you.

this is what girls really want,
they want a guy who
stand out in the rain with us,
remember every little things we did,
help us face our fears,
always tell us whats in his mind,
shut us up with hugs or kisses,
treat us sometimes like a child
and sometimes like an adult.
hug us and say "no,you're not' when we say we are fine,
and mostly love us back.

girls life is simple.
all they want is to be somebody's everything.

i will be back after 7 days:D

2010-10-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

hey oxygen takers,
i will be gone for 1week,
so anything tweet or fb me:D
i will be back soon,
wish me for a safe trip ,
i will miss my friends .
all of it!:D

kay lah i will try to get some souveniours aites.
love you all. bye!

HELLO,HELLO :D

2010-10-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

hello carbondioxide givers^^
yea , i know my blog is rusty -.-
that is the reason why im updating it.
tomoro will be my last post for the meanwhile,
will update it when im back in singapore.

im going to indonesia for 1 week :(
long rite! i will miss someone.
and of cos, my bestfrens,soulsister & kilats.

tomoro we are having team outing
but dontknow if im going ornot.
maybe yes maybe no .
i will miss all of them,
altough only one week:(

so singapore's is going hazy,
thanks ehh indonesia -.-
haiya, and because of that we did not train today,
had team talk instead.
but i learnt alot,
especially NOT TO SLEEP IN CLASS.
will try my best :)

and and i hate my eyebags anyone
know how to make it go away?

ohya,idk why?
but i find chinese boys cute. ahah
and, i seem to like quiet boys.

i will miss twitter and facebook!
:( kay dats all will update tomoro i think?

bye loves.

chinamen are awesome people:D

2010-10-10T01:07:00.000-07:00

lawa kan^^ tapi kalau ngan
cannon cameralagi lawa:D

rambot brown ^^ woohoo,
fave pic sia ni.

wazzup carbon dioxide givers:D
hahah kay lame -.-
am at mac now , with
nyonya jual sayur tepi jalan:D
hahaa rawr,
kau stead ngan ridhwan tak bilang aku!
ahaha jk , korang sembarang jek.
dia kan attach nan apek! haa

yesterday, lastmin plan.
but awesome!!
i will upload one video of us karaokeing~~ kekek sia.
chinaman FTW:D
bangaldeshi FHC:D

huahaha, jahat sey meera.
kay i uploading pics and videos about ytd.

oh ya!FINAL YEAR EXAMS IS OFFICIALYY OVER FOR ME:D
so goodluck to my seniors with o level:D:D
go eerfun and banso!!:D:D

haha, i ran 15 mins today ,
penat seyh..
baru 15!
K K K K KK KK K K
(ada sebalik takbir)
ahhaha kay,

i love my soul-sister, we are the MZs

2010-10-08T07:31:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY,
I WILL UPDATE TOMOROW!
MAYBE~~

I KNOW WE CANT PLEASE EVERYBODY,
AND IM TRYING TO.
IN THIS WORLD THERE ARE BOUND TO BE HATERS,
BUT DONT FORGET THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE
WHO LOVE US JUST THE WAY WE ARE,
SO GO FIND YOUR SPECIES HATERS:)

OH YA , AND WHOEVER WHO IS BEEN TALKING BADSTUFF ABOUT ME,
TO PEEPS. PLS EHK GROW UP.
I LIVE MY LIFE AND YOU LIVE YOURS
I KNOW YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE RITE?
SO MIND IT KAY ~
THANK YOU VERY NICE.

faizal iza and farhan shah

2010-10-02T10:06:00.000-07:00

shiape shuke shememek :D

2010-10-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

hello mortals:D

heyhey ,
yeah i know i should update my stinky blog.
this will be my last post i think?
after exams are officially over.

talking about exams,
im nervous for my papers:/
kay im so going to study tomoro!

happy birthday to octobers babies,
hakim, zaidi and teckyi.

happy 16th huns.
i was lucky to not fall asleep,
and wished you at 12.
aww ,sweetkan?
hahah lol!
16 ready,
must be more matured.
dont get easily angry:)
i hope you enjoyed your birthday party,
most importantly,must learn to love JUSTIN BIEBER.
meet soon aites,
love ya friend!

yesterday was the 1stdeath anniversary of arwah amirul hafiq,
we as your friends will pray for you.
i still miss you asking me for 50cents and
will do the lima puluh sen dance.:'(

today, arwah mama's 7th death anniversary :(
i miss her badly . but i know shes in a better place.
i will pray for you.

today went to raya gathering with banso,filzaa and shiqin.
finally i get to take pictures with faizal isa and farhan shah

awesome people,
funky fai and effs!
++ banso ,shiqin and filzaa

autographs signed by them ^^

until now i still love his hair!
but he wants to cut it:( haha!
shememek moments mr tehtarik!

faizal isa,looks like erwin shah dawnson in this pic.
he was sooo adorable!!
we have things in common.
especially love for justinbieber and brunomars:D

farhan shah's single is coming out soon. MKHP :D
remember to continue request for faizal isa's song:D

kay lah im going to sleep now, i will try to update soon.

anw, did i mention that im a funkyfai, effs, Fauzierettz , belieber ,happyhady, a brunomars&haizadimran fan ... ++ more. :D

i want a picture taken with fauzie and haizad soon!!

just the way you are.

2010-09-24T04:23:00.000-07:00

hello humanoids.. :D

babes,

i call him albert einstein :)
cikgu sabdulah and me ^^

those who light up my life,
my bby missing :( syai.

these people above rocks:D
had loads of fun with them ..

my plans today with zaidi(: cancel..sad seyh
you uh!! hmmm, next time i guess:(

this year raya boleh tahan lah,
not than fun so far.
i cant wait for weekends and next week :)
tomoro after taking my passport , i have to quickly rush
bak home,going to didi, ain , farhana open house:)
then maybe going out with friends at night with family.
confirm chop penat.
sunday,
going out with Bdiv soon,
i hope..

yesterday had fun with loves
i went home early as i go out with my fam..
will update pics soon at fb:)

oh ya , i wanna say..
goodluck to my seniors, especially those whom i know ,
do your best to achieve your dreams and gooals:D
i wann those pics:D:D

had fun with rawr and peeqa ytd night<3
i will upload the pics soon at fb.

2 more days♥

2010-09-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

hey hello :)
decided to blog cos nothing to do ..
today's aunt birhday .
i bought her a fruit cake im unable to find her mango cake.
hmm nehmind lah she likes fruits :)
hees bought my 2nd guy bestfriend,shahramin
ferrero roche :D
hee cant wait to give him tomoro.
cepat sia dah 17th. cisss.
i wanna take a pic with him ^^

guess what i thought my birthday is four more days,
until syai told me then i realised .
cute kan? :Dhaha

my watch broke sad seyh!!
i like it, although its too pinkish.
but it was nice.
terus badmood.

i made lots of new friends :D
went lepak at yewtee. walaupon tak kenal,
at least they were friendly.:)
went jalan raya with umar friends.
which one of them were my neighbour,
and ex-teckwhyeans .
so okay lah. not that paiseyh
willem , 9 more days dah 15 sey :)
haha too bad im 15 first :P

oh shoot , team outing and 2e'09
howhow?
dillema wanita -.-
heees..saturday ada 2 open house then nak jalan raya.
nak kena amik passport lagi
alamak! haha..

lantern festival overall was fun :)

go to affy's facebook for the pics..
faiq,mee, my scandal:)

alibaba and aladin :D

cicak feat dugong ^^
awesome people! :D:D

kilats, our outing pic i will update tomoro aites.
its with mia :D
kay i gtg,
bye peeps:D

pride aboves all.

2010-09-18T02:42:00.000-07:00

여보세요 나의 이름은 amira이다
it says hello, my name is amira :D

im blogging cos im waiting for my aunt to come home,
then of we go jalan raya :)
made my passport justnow,
cant wait to go to indonesia:)
going to forever21 soon with ama and syazzy ,
planned ready what buy

just now i watched this show called heroes.
it is about 3 different people with 3different lifestyle,
but with only one principle in life,
which is pride.

These three guys are people who defend
their countries who work in the army,police and air force.
they lay their life for people in their country.
they sit in front of their camps so that people will sleep peacefully,
and they do all this for one reason that is to protect people and
gain pride in doing that.

we do not realise how hard for a family to
let go of their child to go for a war and protect the country,
they know that there might be a chance that their
child will not come home safely,
still they know they have to let go of them

and because of the war ,
all four of them died .
it was hard for their family to acc their death.
and when asked are they even hurt?
their answer was,
we are devastated but what can we do?
but we are proud of him,
as he takes pride in everything we do.
a devastated pair of parent lost their son,
a handicapped brother lost his only kin,
a faithful wife who is carrying a child, lost her love..

its an awesome story of having pride in ,
doing a job that most people dread of.
and without these people we will live in fear and danger.

speaking about pride,
the only think i am proud of doing is being able to stand in the hockey team.
which is not really good,
i have to do more than that.
i want to do something that will make me be proud of what i have done.
and only i can say i am proud of what o have done.

hmm thats all going out.
bye readers& bloggers.

you and i both ♥

2010-09-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

hello , hi

i like my watch but too much pink

i will update my blog real soon.
no time..
just know that these few days i spent a lot of time
with my teamates and it was awesome.
i love each and everyone of them,.
they are people you can count on.

today: lantern festival was boring.
but we entertained ourselves:)
went lepak with sec4 peeps & syai,
was awesome altough we only went to sinaran,
it was fun, laughed a lot.
overall my day was awesome , hees
tomoro must meet daddy by 8.
checkckeck dia belom bangun .
get well soon meerameyy :)
anyway happy birthday to my partner; buddy
raifana:) thanks for helping everytime i need you.
lets play lasers in class again :)

and now im trying not to like him back,
cos the story will not end if i do so.
make the feeling stop pls oh pls,

4 more days ♥

You can count on me like 1 2 3, I'll be there
I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2, you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do ♥

true love is about sacrifice

2010-09-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

red colour^^

my family know my secret because of this
little guy ^.^the largest girl wanabe,
finding for her large comb!

my laughing buddies!

hello readers:)
today i had loads of fun,
laughing for almost the whole day.
thanks to my bebs syazzy,syai, dayah & danie.
we went to lot,
foodculture and library is where our laughing and lame jokes begin,
seriously i laughed till my stomach hurts like crazy!

this few days i have been having nightmares,
thanks alot ehk daddy!
i somehow hate you for doing this to me.
if its happeny i swear i will not keep quiet,
i will talk back to you ,
altough you are my dad.
and if thats not enough i will run away from home, trust me i will do that!

raya;
fun! saw my cousins but never see my favourite abg sedare:(
sad.. but overall awesome!
my cousins says i look very different i was like really?
haha, oh ya, i became the miss oppocot ,
they know i kuat melatah.
every once in a while kena buli.
alamak! collection this year. hmm boleh tahan lah.
hahaa

i love syurga cinta dah watch 4 kali tak jelak:D:D
and h said it reminded him of the first time we met,
im sorry to hurt you, but i guess love cant be forced,
so yeah,

k dats all lah im watching vma next,
got justin bieber! and usher :D
if jb win an award i will shout!!

selamat hari raya semua !

2010-09-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

helllo people!
selamat hari to all my malay friends :)
miera nak minta maaf kepada semua kawankawan tercinta :)
maafkan salah silap miera kay,
this year kuih sedapsedap,
biasalah i choose:D
heehehe
kay lah igt! nak pakai inai!
i love u guys!
selamat hari raya:)
i didnt reborn my hair i curl it more huhu!

hello, im a monster

2010-09-04T03:08:00.000-07:00

hello , im bored so yea i will update .
hari raya is coming soon, so as my birthday! :)
heees , i cant wait.
i will ask daddy to buy a new phone,
mine is dead.:(so,preety please:D

okay i need to save lots lots of money,
for two trips,one to indonesia with skul. another kl/jb with hockey mates<3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3Kyzj5cGWA/TIIksakkRAI/AAAAAAAAA9Y/XE32NYOWE4s/s200/mira_0335.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5513009239320445954" border="0">

my targets for this year is to get good marks for my exams,
and i so need to really improve on my hockey skills,
i dont want to lose my chances to play first11.
i am happy that me and bestfriend ; umar is fine.
i love him!
we ate together at busstop,
just like we used to last time.
i am very relieved to know that even after
lots of fights and misunderstandings,
we will be fine after a while.
that is why you are my bestfriend<3

speaking of bestfriend,
i hope my bestestgirlfriend is fine.
i know she is very sad now,
and i will not disturb as she needs time to be alone,
syai be strong kay, baca kan dia doa,
i am here for you, if you need me.
be strong & cheer up bby

kay bye love,
saya nak buka puasa:)

here we go again

2010-08-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

suji^^

cute kan? mine and justinbieber's hahah lame!
i want a baby, that will never grow:)
those who know me well,
will know that love kids so much <3 heees, i want one! :D ahahah .

cornflakes!:D

hey hello,
im bored, so update lorh,
im alone at home,
from buka just now:( sad.
but somehow fun i have been karaoeking :)
haha jesse mccartney,
i used to love him, and i still do now:)
haha :D:D

i make two of my fave kuih raya!
cornflakes honey any suji!!
next up white cornflakes and choclate cornflakes:D:D

i was happy that selected to go malaysia with the team,
but i got to train harder anytime coach can change his mind.
so i have to improve!! :D:D
actually i dont know what to update?

and fri got a sad news,
unable to say , but all i know that nomatter what happens,
we are going to be ateam :) and we will stay that way.
if you need someone to talk to, tell me.
i will try my best. :)

ohya,watching stepup3d either with hockey team or my friends.
not sure yet!
i dontknow whether should i come during teachers day??
hmm see how.
tomoro skul!
so fast timepass.
haahh raya is coming soon,
i still dontknow another colour for my second baju raya,
any ideas? tell me :D
kay till here, bye:D

yog is over, :D world peace

2010-08-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

random pic.

sajejek letak gmbr ni ^^

i miss my phone:( spoilt.

hey hello,
updating a real proper post today :D i think?i will start with yog!
awesome games,
congrats to soccer for getting the third place,
as much as i hate what you did, im kinda proud though.my favourite players are jeffrey lightfoot syazwan and amirrul effran !! :D:D
and i heard jeffrey is hurt.7STITCHES!!
ouch, get well soon.
school :
get all my papers ready, i cant believe i passed poa:D
yeah i pass 5 subjects other than math and science, as usual.
hmmm.
i hope bestfriend is fine,
he doesnt know what he have ,
but you need to know that you have me and the whole team .
im always there for you.
anw, congrats to d-formation.
goodluck:D

im sorry,if i have hurt you,
i needed time,
yes i know how you feel,and i cant do anything.
im sorry,H.

yesyes! i have forgotten him,huahua.
finally,like seriously,
i hope it will continue this way,
cos it hurts,
give up yeah i did.

daddy i want a new phone for my birthday pretty please!! :D:D:D
25 days more^^and im 15 :D

kau pergi dariku,
aku jadi gila,
sejak kau tiada,
hidup tak sempurna.
Kau tinggalkan aku,
aku jadi gila,
kembali pada ku,
oh cintaku,maafkan diriku.

i want this song badly!
by faizal isa anyone has it tell me aites!! :D
seriously, august seems like the month of heartbreaks,

lots of my friends, are hurt cheer up im here for you all :D
thats all wanna focus on yog:D
i dont know what to update anymore,haha.
hahah kay bye:D

he is so cute!

2010-08-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

hello, a quick post cos im going out later on :)

yes,she is my bestest friend ever!umar you were wrong,
she we are still close its you who went aapart from us.
she understands why am i not spending time with her,
you didnt.
syai, thanks for understanding me.
i aprreciate it loads :(
now its over i will spend more time with you,
i will try my best
thanks for the hug.
ily bby.

aliph ! happy birthday!
dah "abg" haha.
grow up lah sikit takmo asyik buli
orang!
haha, rambot bila mau grow landak?
ahahha jkjk:)
happy birthday.

abg zul! happy birthday,
thanks for everyhting you did for us:)
it was great knowing you.
cant wait for you gaga birthday party:)
heheh you're an awesome person.
:D happy birthday
my bestest friend ever^^

thats all, anw friend , imy loads. but its better this way i guess:(

you smile,i smile.

2010-08-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

cute kan?

im done trying.

that should be me

hello ,i will update a proper post soon,
post everything briefly , heee.
i failed math, i passed malay.
so far uh.
tomoro poa , VERY VERY nervous.
hmm , i will be m.i.a. this days.
speaking of mia.
this girl very the naughty!!
mia dont tell :P
you ah! tomoro wait:P
anyway goodluck yog guys tomoro :)
play well, dont let us down :D
watching argentina girls on fri :)
will do our best like them.

who am i kidding?
im over it :D

seriously, i love only you.

2010-08-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

im still a fan of his ^^

seriously, i do love you.

awal ashaari!! <3>

kamal adli!! <3>

yes, its been a long time since i update.
been busy studying altough im online,
hmm this week been having exams,
and i recieved my math test ready ,
obviously i failed.
mcm sudah ditentukan :(
at least i didnt get single digits,
now my hope is on el,combined humans and poa.
ms hew want me to get A ??
woah, i just iumproved and you want me to achieve that much,
if i pass goodenough ready,hah

i like two mlaysia actors ,
kamal adli and awal ashaari ( dah lama)
cute sia! idk why i like guys who has spike hairs like them.
but still i love only one,
ceyh !
kay dah diam!

im offlining at 9.30 focus on el hmwk and jelita ^^
i love that show.
altough dramatic, tapi gerek.
haha,

remember that crush that i had for you,
and i said i was over it?
the truth is im so not over it.

kay lah thats all,
selamat berpuasa ye semua :D
want to do el hmwk an dstudy ^^

update soon :)

2010-08-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

hello, i will update soon :)
goodluck to schoolmates who having common test:)
and sec4na whom having their exams :)

love ya.and goodbye:)

im a young teenager who have dreams.

2010-08-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

hello hello ,
i feel like updating of a sudden :D:D
haah my head is spinning but i dont want go to sleep.
i hope tomoro not forced to wake up early,

yesterday,
i lost my wallet.
stupid rite,
stupid bitch hahah ,
kena langgar lorry baru tau.
curi wallet saya!
and because of you i lost everything total of $95
hmpft!! i just want that pic, my ezlink and wallet.
money you want take, ni gelojoh sgt sume kau amek!
hahah kay lah its my fault.

today cross cointry,
genapgenap 20th hahah wth kan?
last year i 17th sia!
ishish , i aimed for 15th tapi tak dpt haha
but nehmd atleast 20:D
performance was awesome!
i was so semangat, but people around me boring except my class:D
then went bpp makan,
off to zhenghua meet the dancers,
i love them
especially abg zul (emyth) ,DIN,dydy :)
they are awesome,
funny , so flexible sia them.
i loike! haha,
and yes that day had some vouguelicious peeps,
but today they never come .
hahah
saw my old frens, i didnt know they dance. hah .
had lots of fun,
but my blitters spoil ah, sakit .
hehe,
i cant wait to go ndp with them!!! :D
confirm gerek , they ajak , but maybe i go home,
earlier, asked aunt permission ready,
ergh!! i need an ezlink badly!
boooo!!!

tomoro = stay home,study time day :D
hehehe.im tired,
going sleep soon,
byebye peeps
i will update tomoro!

ps; i think i have a crush on someone.
a simple simple guy^^

emyth (abg zul) he rawks!

cute rite? haha
this greenlover guy,slalu suka tgok cermin.
pemalu, but i made him talk :)

the dancers, crazy people:D

he blanja makan:D

crazziest among all!
cutest,fyi shes ex-teckwhyean

i love her shoes!

all of us :)
got more actually,
but this are the main peeps:)

cinammommom melts ;)

2010-08-04T07:34:00.000-07:00

this is my heart ,
i want it to be filled with love and happiness,
not tears and hatred.

i smile when u smile

hello hello :)
i have just finishing stressing and aqueezing my brain juice,
for my project, penat sia.
lucky cikgu nurul give extra time,
phew.im not doing this alone no more.

planned to spend time with megan and iza,
but i only spend time with them for a short while,
idk why i wanted to go home early today.
after eat mac, i went teckwhye with mia&syai. <3 something =" CINAMMON" today =" laughing" math ="awesome." style="text-align: center;">

shahfiyan,
the reason why i keep nagging and
advicing because i want you to change,
because you said i was your bestie,
and as a bestie , i care for you ,
you promised me that you will be there when i need you,
and i really hope you do .
janji harus ditepati.

to my bestestguyfriend:
You tried, boy
You tried to blame it on me
At first it worked
I was feeling so guilty
You said, you said
I was the reason why
We couldn't work out
But that was all a lie
You never gave me
What I gave you,
But it's your loss
'Cause you made the choice
To walk out
but i still want us to be close like lastime,
although it will not be the same.
dontworry ; you're still my first bestestguyfriend,
i ever had.

to wani:
it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I forgived but it's not enough
To make it all okay like we used to.
we can still be friends.
maybe time will heal the pain,
i hope so.

to someone;
i so really didnt expect you to do this to me,
im hurt,
i should have listen to those people.
they told me one day u will hurt me and go away,
i guess you did.
i cried really bad that day,
i dont know why,
i guess i truly took you as my goodfriend.
i kept the things you told me to keep ,
but did you keep mine?
when you're hurt or alone ,
i was there.
maybe you didnt see it?
the words you used,
are like sharp arrows,
piercing trough my needles.
till now i didnt know what exactly i did to you?
don worry i will keep
every single thing you said,
i will not tell anyone,
cause i treasure our friendship.

im hurt but you were ther for me,

2010-08-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

this is what you did to me^

this is what those awesome people
made me do ^

heyhey ,
im in a better mood now.
thanks to those people.
i appreciate it a lot!!

you asked me to forgive you,
i did since last year
but seriously i cant forget,
yes i truly cant,
i tried i really tried.
but sorry.
even though you were not the mastermind you should have stop her.
yes, yes. im not supposed to write this on cyberspace.
but you wrote on fb.
hmm nevermind.

and my bestguybestfrren,
you were there for me.
i said were but now you are none other like a stranger in my life,
which i see everyday.
yes, i miss those times i treasure it.
but did you?
your my bestfren but am i too you?
i shut you didnt i?
every answer you ave too me,
its the same as i gave to you,
nevermind,

at least some people who know they are bad,
i really appreciate to those people who make my life better & brighter
because some people dont know me .
they judge you by how their friends judge you.
and to me i dont care if you hate me,
cos i know there are people who love me,for the way i am.

thanks to my best listening ears,
syai, mia, ridhwan,fadhil, suffyan .iza,fadilah,yuyun,
they are friends that you have to treasure,
cos its a waste if you dont.

good friends will be there to smile with you &
go away when everybody turn their backs against you.
but true friends will stay with you,
and be there even when people say you have changed so that they can change you back.

i dont want a broken heart

2010-08-02T05:59:00.000-07:00

trying to pour out all my feelings here.
its been ages since i cried like this,
only my close friends saw and know why?
kay no mood ready,
just wanna seyh you lost my trust.
i didnt know you told peple about my secrets and stuff.
im hurt im really am.
so i just wanna say,
thanks to those people who sincerely loved me for who i am,
not who they want me to be.
and in the end you guys said the same things which i should have listen in the first place.
thanks alot : syai,mia,eeylah,lenny,iza , ridhwan ,fadhil & suffyan
for making me laugh, smile & advice me,
appreciate it lots.
kay i gtg , got ss test tomoro .

wani : dont worry this post is not about you . i can ensure it.

im in love with you!

2010-08-01T06:56:00.000-07:00

champions!!!

hello peeps,humans,earthlings, aliens.
hahah im updating cos im happy.
first think first as you can see,
i changed my tagboard i changed becos got a lot of the
commercial ads thingy.
i dont like.
this tagboard was lastyear's thats why the date is 2oo9 .
i dont know how to reset uh.
hmm anyway.
i was almost the whole day at home.
but went out to meet fittaye:D
played comp, then batt flat.
i knew i should have brought it along,
she said padanmuka, sape suruh degil.
hmpft, i hate you but i love you beb <3
hahah, then sec1 and sec2 hockey boys came,
they got game, lost to VOS.

so yeah cgirls won champion,
im happy for you guys<3
ytd lenny'sbirthday celebrated it at fortcanning park.
fun!but seram!
hehe, so thats all i will update pics only aites

his smile is like this D haha.

2010-07-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

hey earthlings, i will update a short post.
cos my hand hurts damn bad.
only my teammates know why,
soorry loves.
and after that incident i went out of pitch,
cos it hurts so i cried awhile.
then i saw someone smile,
thats when i felt a lot better.
thanks for that smile,
even though to u it means nothing,
but to me ..

and just when i thought "chapter closed"
i dreamt about someone ytd.
haha cute, but i will not open that book again.
if you understand,

i saved $30 , yay!
cant wait to go shopping,
with zaidi, i think?
he used his money for school so need to save again,
so next week lorh..

&& goodluck to all sec4 whos having their malay oral.
:D
kay lah dats all,

ouh ya and to my classmates who has been sick because of me.
get well soon. heheh.
on thur i think i spread my sickness to my clasmmates.
now those who sit around me is sneezing and coughing,
hehhe sorry loves.

i love my teammates!
Especially my batch,
they are very good listening ears,
esp mia! thanks beybeyh.
somehow they are the ones who knows you best,
goodluck to cdivgirls for going to finals.
go clinc the champion tittle aites,
im proud of you guys! really :D

k lah nitesnites:D

& i love NUR SYAIEQAH BTE ABDUL JALIL!!

i will treasure you.

2010-07-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

heyhey,
i decided to update cos my blog is dead and i have nothing to do :D
hmm, this might be a long-long post
got much too write about :Dfirstly, congrats to cdiv for going in the semis.'
goodluck! i will be supporting you guys tomoro!!:Dheh,im a goodluck charm.

secondly, i have been sick.
thanks to those people who were concern about me.
you guys are wonderful bunch of people.
especially , my closefrens:) and hidayat for making me smile when im down.now i know how much you guys mean to me.
i miss someone who has always been there for me,
my bestgerlfriend,
i admit i have been spending time with my classmates only,and not with you,
we have also not been talking much or lepaking under blocks eating.
seriously, i miss spending time with you,laughing our heads off.
tomoro spending time together by watching the cdiv game.
i hope you understand bby,
get well soon:D

third,i miss lots of people.
they hav enot been msging me.mestilah semua dah ada mataer lupa kawan,
hhaha.kidding.
but finaly shahramin msged.
miss him like hell, my guy bestfren who has the birthday same as me :Dyay he missed me too.hmm, someoene have not been online for a fewdays :(
hah, phone no prepaid, his dad using his phone,
miss his voice sia.
to that person: i know its not appropriate for us .
but its not a sin, we have our own choices,
but i understand and u understand so i guessed it ends here?will truly missed otp with you FRIEND.
trust me the song, broken will remind me of the fun times. hahai no longer have a crush on anyone? yay! i think? haha im confused.
ouh ya, had fun during keeper trg,
i love my junior keepers ofcos my teamates also!we laughed a lot just now.
like seriously alot,
altough i was sick, they make my day.
especiall fazril.cheer up aites anything tell me kay?

saturday, met daddy.
he said hes pinning all his hope on me.
he wants me to suceed in life,cos my other sisters have no hope.
i get more stressed .i dont like it when people pressure me to do well,
but dont worry i do my best as the eldest .
he also know about my throat problems which have
been coming back and my stomach ulcers.
he told me to take of myself as he did not want me
to suffer the same faith as my late mum,
he said it all started with gastics then stomach ulcer.
i know he loves me, i will try to stop skipping my meals and diets.
:D

hmm i cant sleep currently chatting with aliph and ridhwan :)
oh ya happy 16th birthday bro!hahaloveya botak!
thanks for always been there for me :D

iza is back from batam!
hehe can talk crap with her again!
she loves cody dimpsons i love justin bieber<3
always end up fighting hahah,

see this guy^
he's zaidi purrys haha.
my 2ndbestguy friend^^
meeting him soon for shopping!! haha
we're saving up our money. :D
hehe cant wait!!

youre the apple to my pie.

2010-07-24T04:11:00.000-07:00

hello :)
im updating a short short post :)
cos im going out later.
hehe idk where? just follow lorh.
hahah .
all i know is i wanna shop!!
heheh
i did not went to school on fri. was so damn sick.
i miss him like hell :(
haha

i love my crew:D
fever blitz crew and sweetrioters crew.
awesome dancers:D
hee tomoro will be watching wawan at jp,
chatted with him at fb. :)
but first going to abg zul dance comp.
voguelicious will be there too.
see you guys :D
i hope im okay by tomoro
been so sick
k lah thats all.
gtg, loves

zadi: sorry i did not meet you today
i will try to meet you tomoro kay hons.
haha bye :D

i cant help rewind , when i saw you.

2010-07-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

hey earthlings,
im updating because im waiting for someone to online again.
im so tired .
had trg and game with australia.
the guys are so tall and i love their hair colour!
BLONDE!! rreally!!!
those who went back school late just now will know.
altough both boys teams lost,
they gain experienced .
after that as usual weights training.
then had a little talk with coach.
he talked about what he want us to achieve next year.
premier leagues, bdiv and so on.
its not easy,im scared really scared.
confirm our december holidays will be full of trainings.
and only the best will survive= commitment,attendance,intelligence,strong and P.D.R
im trying my best.
realy i am , maybe they cant see it cos they dont know how i feel.
its not easy to change this fats into muscles.
im trying yea and i improved.
i can run faster now, most of the weights i can carry,
but im sorry if thats not good enough.
and to those people who tought that what he said was a joke,
which was meant to be laughed at you guys are wrong.

this few days has been dramatic!
and i dont like it .
the way you treat us ,
hmm.
btw im still not over what you did to me duringsec 1.
yeah you can say that its two years past,
but what if you were me?
let me say this i swear i almost wanted to go to bomoh,
and did a spell on you and that bitch.
i really wanted.i even searched for him.
but i guess its best to let allah deal with you,
karma , what goes around comes around.
but yeah i guess its over now,
and you are parrt of one of us,
i hope you wont take it for granted. :/

todays training oklah,
im happy with my running and keeper skills today :D
except my weights gotta improve on that,
tomoro got trg and im so tired.
actually wanted to go out with loves,
but i guess maybe not.
hmmm.

i love my elective module:D
so i just update pics of it.
&& i miss someone :D

i no longer believe in love, the way i used to

2010-07-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

same tak?? ^^ hehe

my shoes,
i want black api dah takde :(

hey readers,
sorry for not been updating.
lazy . and busy.
haha this few days have been a fun and hyperness.
yay! i bought nike shoes altough its not that nice.
but who cares i have one to dance with :D:D
yay!!i love my aunt!
she has been buying me stuffs this weekend,
somehow i dont like today's morning,
fights fights fights!!!!!
go hell arh you!
anak derhaka akan masuk neraka!
you made her cry .
and a mother tears is a big big big sin!
kau berdosa, pahala takdde :P:P boooo!!
aku benci kau.
you made me cry !! i even rejected his call because of you!
i havent heard his voice for 5days!!
i hate it when everything you fight of have to drag people in it.
fuck you fucker!

chill miera,
tomoro school. i know somehow my bbys will cheer me up.
hmm, i love training except for the running part.
i love my batch boys & girls.
they are awesome!:D

saturday:
was supposed to meet rawr and zaidi
but i have lots of plans so i guess family comes first.
watched eclipse with fam and iza.
taylor, was so hot!! i melted haha.
cair bro,&& me and iza agreed that he have kissable lips.
haha lol . mepek ehk kiter.
in the end i never meet --y:(
he got module .
i want hear his voice :(
the way you said alright then, :D
hhaha . fyi. we are just frens .
i guess i cant, because someone is still conquering my heart.
hes not easy to be forgotten.
especially he's smile, hahah kay dah diam

im so addicted with electro<3
hahah ,trying to improve my steps.
i dont know what to type . so till here.

zaidi, im sorry kay.
perhaps next satuday?
this time i will make sure i make myself free.
kay huns?

ps.
i love people who came into my life.
they are SYAI,IZATUL,RAWR,SHEREN,FADILAH,YUYUN.
UMAR,ALIPH,SHAHRAMIN,SHAHFIYAN,RIDHWAN,ZAIDI,
MIA,AMA,SYAZZY,SYASYA,MEERA,SITI,BASICALLY EVERYONE I LOVE:D
thanks for being there for me:D i love you guys:D:D

i hate that i love you so,

2010-07-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

get well soon bi!

i so want this shoe get me the red one !
i took this pic. :D

im starting to love my hair.

esome of the girls from ELC and STC :D

i love the way she moves :D

heyhey,
how you guys doing??
i just came back from dancing with some of the elc girls.
fun fun!!
i danced my heart out.it was awesome!!
we 'battled' dance electro evrything.
haha fun ,csorry to hockey girls i have nomoney to watch movie.
thats why i didnt go ..

yeah, btw to my beybehs ,
i told him ready evrything,
you guys should know who rite. haha
im moving on:)
guide me trough aites .

to you:
yeah it feels great to tell you the truth,
but it also has make me even scared to face you,
its been two years that is why i have decided to let it go.
yeah im trying to move on.
i cant also force you to love me back rite, we can force love.
so yeah haha, i hope that we will talk in school ^^

its hard, but i know i got to let you go someday .
:D two years and going to be over,
im opening my heart to fall in love with someone else.
but i admit it nomatter what you're the first person i loved this much.
and i know i will never love someone the way i loved you. <
ps; the first crush is the hardest to forget .

all i know is broken,

2010-07-03T09:32:00.000-07:00

hey ho!peoples!
sorry for not been updating
i know you guys are bored reading the same old post,
so yeah im updating:D:D
hmm, this few days of school has been great!!
fun! :D yea the cdiv game have started,
so far they have won all the games
keep it up juniors:D
jia yo!kilats!!

brazil and portugal lost :(
supporting germany.
i lost the bet:(

training been doing weights.
as usual,
im happy cos my strength improve in running & weights,
i have been eating properly cos i wanna lose weight .
want to run faster , thats why.

i love today,
030710<3

training was awesome!
i smiled all the way :D
did weights and normal stuff.
something happened after training
secret^^
some of the cdiv & denise ask why im not player?
i said i dont know .
ask coach.
hah. i miss hittings haha:D

then meet beybeyhs,
went to esplanade&marina bay:D
took pictures.
me and someone photographer for the day:D
ada ciri-ciri modelkan kita?
hahaha =.=
mepek lah saya.
i saw hazim and gang:D
skaters, i love your skateboards.haha
reached home around 9+
:D good girl.

to zaidi purrys ,
heyhey cat, dont sad sad T & L is here for you:D
i miss your jokes haha:D
i will try to meet you up soon aites.
im sorry if our plans clashed with my trainings.
i will try my best okay hons, haaha
btw i like the pic with 'blue-haired'
cute!! hahah .top up soon :D

syai:
take care bby,
dont over worked your hand ,
i told you go doctor earlier,
see what happen??
fractured rite??
get well soon bby:D

im freakingishly having hyperishneesss!!

2010-06-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

i dont know why but suddenly my hands itch to type
&& i feel like updating my blog^^
i got nothing to do so chat with people and just edit pictures.
i am feeling so hyper! you can see bythe way i type
haha dont know why?
today had floorball + weights training.
weight = so heavy!! & tired.
had floorball training at first i was alittle moody,
when things started to get better,
i was hyper haha until now but im a little tired though.
luckily got bestie to layan me.ily !! haha
i wanted to go to see ELC dance but i had trg.
:( sorry gerls! but i know u gerls are awesome

tomoro , was suppose to go kiteflying with kilats.
but cancel so maybe go out with my besties.
:D:D
all i know is i wanna go out, finish my homework then enjoy!! :D

haha monday school boring sia must wake up early :(
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
but can meet my beybehs and dudes:D:D

brazil and portugal 0-0!!
both good lah! thats y i love them:D

listening to bby's voice.
sedap sungguh:D
hes my lullaby.
you know who?
JUSTINBIEBER
sape lagi kan?

currently chatting with owl =eerfun hamid.
hahah who thinks he is friendly,
i thought he sombong sia.
he made me more hyper when i chat with him hah
he said because he make people heart go boomboompow.haha
had fun chatting with him now he offlined.

i think its time i off also.
i gotta wake up early tomoro to meet besties.yay!!
went home with him justnow.
basket sia bully orang,
i ask him for help, dia buat lawak.
now i know y i hyper cos we shared drinks.
his hyperness is transfered to me.

k lah bye readers love you all!
ouh ya btw. syazzy : i love your pictures.cute korang ^^

fifa fever!

2010-06-23T21:31:00.000-07:00

I SUPPORT BRAZIL AND PORTUGAL!!! ^^

my favourite player in brazil is kaka.

favourite portugal and all time favourite player.
RONALDO<3>

i love to watch him play!
haha the way he scores.and how he behave after he scores.
so cute !!! haha

all i wanted was a simple thankyou,

2010-06-23T20:17:00.000-07:00

baby,baby, baby .. ooh.

hello earthlings.
finally, i touched my lappy, its been threedays,
i didnt check fb,twitter,jb's blog :(
but now i have:D,
from now on, i will try to not post anything about justin.b
smpi ada org merajok
, haha kay, i will write more about you kay,
&&
before syaieqah doesnt want to read my blog,
she hates jb :(
but love his songs wth kan??

yay, umar dah balik.
he did not buy me anything,
but im glad hes safe and sound.

yesterday, had hockey bbq,
me and amalina are the facilators for group 4 my team is ruzana,hidayat,natasha,ayub,shahirah,khairul,geraine,pearlyn &yamunna,
they are all fun people to be with.
our group won third for performances.
first for games :D good job,im proud of them. the boys were quite shy at first,
but after i talked and joke with them they were ok:)

school is open on monday,
boohooo!! so fast !
but nehmind can meet my classmates ready i miss them like hell.

i also miss that person,
its been more than a week i did not chat with him :(
he onlined ytd but i want there,
i miss you dude.
im waiting for rawr to call me.i think she havent wake up,
im meeting her later.
see her dance and give her result slip.
wake up quick im so bored here!!

to that girl:
pls back off from my friend.
she has nothing to do with your "Bf"
her blog is a place where she can write anything that she wants.
its her problem, so you and you att prob can get away from there.
bazzbounze#2 cheer up bby.haha

to zaidipurrys:
im sorry if because of me,
you cant meet rawr,
and because of that you guys are falling appart.
but you see, its you that she is with most of the times.
i dont mind that she is with you,
cos i know you need a closefriend to be there with you, when youre down,
remember dont drink too much coke if you dont want to get kencing manis .
control your temper aites.
you are a goodfriend but things didnt work out,
i will hold on to the fun we had :D
im sorry.

aku ingin mu.

2010-06-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

you takde muscle pon hot lah! haha

so cute!! he also love mentos <3>

hello earthlings:Dim like so bored!
tapi malas nak keluar and do stuff haha.
yay ! bestie= syai, is back.i miss her! haha,now waiting for umarmazrin.
7days more till school reopen!
i havent finish on my homework,
yeah i think i will try to finish it today,
currently listenng songs and chatting with ridhwan :)
i miss him jugak hahah, NOMAD!
well, ytd went to the dinner thingy with KILATS.wasnt what i expected,but oklah luckily the buffet was good enough,
there are lots of drunken men there,we are the only teenagers there.going home time was fun!!i was so so sleepy.
reached home at 11.15pm.
watched wrestling :D
i love john cena,rey mesterio and evan bourne :)justin bieber music video is out watch!!

lawa tak??

i miss lots of people.
like seriously holiday kita tak kuar sgt. :(:(
class outing also cancelled.
those people i miss like crazy are:
suffyan,izatul,sheren,fadilah,yuyun,atiqah,lenny,ridhwan,faiz,
raifana,aliff,shahfiyan,sholihin(s),many more.

to my teammates i will try to update the pics soon,
my bluetooth sot, haha
to mia, cheer up kay beb, im here for you.
k lah gtg i wanna start on my homework.

P.S i made breakfast today for family:)
HAPPY FATHERS DAY !!
i love you daddy, :D

how sweet ^^

2010-06-16T22:28:00.001-07:00

cute right?^^
i wish i was the little kid .
hahah :D

yay! meeting my loves today.
finally,teehee.
love them :)

i love justin bieber !

2010-06-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

hey, was bored so just update my blog.
i was frustrated with my classmates ,
they didnt reply my msg only a few did.
thanks aites .

i so cant wait for his video to come out on friday :D

i wish i was there,
people say he is gay and stuff but look,
he still got a lot of fans including ME!
i find it weird people say they hate him,
in the end they still hear their music and watch his videos and all.
LAME!! mepek kan org ni sume?

today, kept singing his song
and do his handtricks.
i love justinbieber :D

today training was okaylah not so bad,
did a lot of weights im happy i did not faint or anything.
k lah gtg watching wrestling :)

im trying to forget you.bu

2010-06-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

cute kan my bby?pakai my fave colour lagi <3

have a safe flight bestie i will miss you for 7DAYS:(

i cant talk to you for 4days is bad :(
jaga diri tau

cheer up bby, i know you are hurt

hey, badbad day.
i am feeling worst now,
somemore im going trg tomoro.
justnow meet daddy,
ate kfc with family,
i just ate one chicken,
im hungry now but also my stomach is in pain,
i went to the doctor and they say i got stomach ulcer.
i used to have it,
it is because of gastrics.
yeah i admit i have not been eating well,
nak lose weight punya pasal.

both of my besties are not in singapore:(
umar is in taiwan:( jeolous sey .
syai is in redang :(

i will miss you guys :'(
luckily i still have rawr and my peeps:)
can cure my boredom :D

i so dont like the way you treated us just now.
its kind of rude,
so please be mature and forgive and forget,
im not blaming you,
but please ,

somebody to love

2010-06-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

watch!! i love him!
official music video will be out on 18june:)
i cant wait!

waka waka

2010-06-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

FIFA FEVER!!

watch at 2.90 . ronaldo winked before the penalty.

omg! i loike!

my favourite player<3

why am i feeling like this??

2010-06-13T00:10:00.000-07:00

i need my bestfriends now!!!!
syai,umar,rawr,izatul,sheren,fadilah ,yuyun,
not in the mood right now,update later byes.

deritaku merinduimu.

2010-06-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

he made me laugh today altough hes irritating.

i want the bear/dog badly!

im missing you!

otw to escape

HEY PEEPES :(
im still sick!! for five days straight wth ?!
lovesick pe miera??
i hope not :(
but maybe ?

today had a blast yet awful day.
went to escape theme park i did not ride on any rides cos i was sick :(
but had fun though.
i saw my cat ;zaidi
he was freaking wet.
then we head off to ikea had hotdogs yumyum favourite <3
then i saw one softtoy, i like it altough its a dog,
but it look like a bear.
hugged it all the way till the cashier but then put anyhow,
cos i was unable to buy it as i had lots of softoy at home :(
then off to courts then giant at giant i was unstable ,
vomitted and heavy migaine so i just waited outside at the seats.
went home.

me and rawr are having the same problems.
trying to forget the guys we used to love and
give room to the guys we love now:(
its not easy.
cos me and rawr loved those guys for
a long time now,
but i believe time will heal that,:(

i am not sure that i did the wrong thing bytelling you the truth,
but my frens say its better now or never .
so thats what i did :(
i dontknow what i should do now?
how are you feeling after i told you the truth,
i am scared damn scared.
:(:(

gtg i just ate my meds [ i promised someone ]
so feeling sleepy,
nitesnites.

love is about making sacrifices

2010-06-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

hey decided to update cos nothing to do.
i stayed for three whole days!!!
for the first time!
im sick this few days,having fever and flu.
my fever gone up from 37.5 to 38.4
please please i wanna get well.
i got family outing on saturday.
i miss lots of people right now,
im bored to death sia,
i wanna go training tomoro
but im sick :(
hope im well :)

i miss suffyan, rawr, zaidi, fadilah,izatul,sheren,yuyun,atiqah,lenny,
ridhwan,afiq,ammirul,rayyan,ain,aliph,raifana,diena,kat,nana,my cousins.manymore uh.

i miss that first person,
i have been waiting for you to online,
theres something important i need to tell you :(
top up soon aites

how i wish you will top up your phone soon :(

2010-06-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

hey,just came back from training.
im having flu sia.
bbut somehow i was fine,
but now at home tak :(
sick again.
haiya..

just now coach ask me,
miera you want go ite uh?
then i say idk..
then he say you. dont want go sec5?
i say i want but dono if can pass.
he said will you pass?
i say idk?
he said you dont evenwhether you want to pass or not.
and when he said that i realised.
maybe i am too scared of the future,
that is why im scared to fail.
but failure happens to everyone..:(

after training went to bubble tea,
bough maggi and caramel cookie.
with siti and mia.
we gossipped ^^ hahah
no lah just talking about how much
people have changed.
no nee dto know more.
man! i miss that person :(:(:(
where are you dude? i need you.

i wanna watch this ^ but i cant find it on youtube:(:(
k lah gtg nak watch tv. then do weights then sleep
nightynight loves.

ps:i love my new frens.somehow they are bigger than me.
16- 19 years old. but they are fun to talk to:)

i love justin bieber !

2010-06-06T04:11:00.000-07:00

hey update cos im bored,
yeah im having sorethroat and flu,
stayed at home for 1whole day,
i am so hungry!!

they danced after training did not record the whole thing haha
watch^^

justin bieber^^

kay thats all maybe update at night.
wanna watch the incredibles at channel 5

sometimes love is something that you treasure the most.

2010-06-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

tiger and cat ^^

princesses wanabes:)

i love her !

T.C.L hahha lame, us!

i love ben 10!!

heyhey update while otp.
otp with syai and aliph.
heheh fun! gossips.
hahah

just now went vivo again,
hahah same people zaidi and rawr .
hahah fun but somehow i was bad mood halfway,
because of two stuff.
ididnt expext him,hahah lol kay
actually i forgot what he said.
somehow i felt left out along the way ,
but was fine after that :D
i love them <3
i love the long thing :)

but i am now gorunded :( so sad..
tomoro not going out,
i think i am going to be sick tomoro,
i could feel it,
my body aches, i got sore throat :(
haiya..
k lah thats all i wanna sleep.
wanna rest.gotta drink lots of water.

i love my chappatis :)

2010-06-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

to zaidi, i will try to go out tomoro,okay?

see the guy beside me? we call him fuseppresions.
he made us laugh without any esspresions :D

my bestest bitch<3>

my crap partner, <3>

mr supra chappati,:)

meet my bestfriend ,syai<3

had math class just now ,
ate mac with them,
gerek sia!!!
only SEVEN among FORTY students were present,
i came altough i did not need to go :)
but it was fun,
people who came were aliff,syai,syahid,rawr,syafiq.latiff and edwin.
very fun! 2 hours went by very fast,
i learnt new stuff :)
at the end took pictures with them :)
i love them!!!

we found a new quote,
chappati ; cepat habis and cepat makan..
haha funny sia,
should have record,:D

ahhpeerrhh kaaouw rahsseerh kaalaouw ouraang
hhaanntarhh meessahhgee mahcheyiam geeinie??

(apa kau rasa kalau orang hantar message mcm gini??)

irritated kan? hahah we laugh a lot cos we send msg like this,
hahah,me,mia,syazzy and syai laughed our heads off.

tomoro got training my stomach pain like crazy idk why,
haish.i miss that guy so much!! :(
floorball was fun, but my leg is now hurting,
cause they whack me like crazy,
even my team says i play hard,haha
duh,they hit me anyhow i dont like it.
but start situ habis situ.
so i dont take it to heart..
haha lah im tired wanna sleep.

truthfully, i miss you a lot.

2010-06-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

i want YOU to fill in the __________.

bestest cousins <3

zaidi,meet my sis.

i bought this ^^ sedap :)

when boredom strikes!!

hey decided to update blog before lappy rans out of batt.
went to airport fetch sis with fittaye and amani.
had a fun time.dont want elaborate futher
pics will update at fb maybe tomoro.

to my bestest fren; syai.
cheer up kay syg.
im here for you.
i will give you a hug tomoro :)
I LOVE YOU !!

to zaidi and rita please guys,
i dont want to see you guys like this.
my best bitches :)
forgive and forget ..

thanks wan farel for wanting to blanja me macdonalds.
haha nevermind next time aites.
i can control my hunger ^^
but but im touched :)
haha, thanks dude

i miss my cure for boredom = suffyan!
where are you?
if you read my blog,
let me know. hahaha cant wait to talk random stuffs with you again,

happy birthday umar,

2010-05-31T08:47:00.000-07:00

ever lose someone that you dont want to?
and the reason was a mistake that you never have done.
but yet you are blamed for it..

yeah i miss my bestfren,
but he doesnt even believe it, :(
we broke our frienship 4days ago.
i miss him altough we saw eachother justnow.
we didnt talk AT ALL!,:(:(
ways more its ur bday tomoro :(I WANT TO CELEBRATE IT!
you say idc bout you,but the fact is i do!
u say i dont know how you feel when i keep the truth from you,
then do you know how i feel?how hard it is??
kay i hope we will be fine by tomoro.

just now had trg,
was fun altough tiring :(
hah,u had positive atitude the whole day,yay!

went to lot meet wakhassan and fittaye,yay dapat topup ,
card.y
hahah.

today celebrated bestfie birthday,
made him a card and bought him lots of choclates ^^
had a great time,
after that lepak then go home..yay! we are not fighting anymore.

happy birhday umar!
thanks for being my bestfriend for 2 and a half yrs now.
dah besar tkmo noty2 tau.
blajar rajin2
hope you find your true love,
and dont figh with me if its not my fault^^
im glad to have you by my side again!
:) :)
hope you like my card and presents :)
i love you bestfriend!! <3

gtg nak makan lapar sey,,byes,

have a safe flight to radhi.

2010-05-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

hey,
didnt go training sick :(
i felt better at2 went to eat lunch,then went to arab street with family.
yay! i bought tudung and new blouse,
i dont know y suddenly i want to wear tudung??
but its a good thing rite?
kay i took a pic me wearing it,heheh yeah i know i look different.

monday maybe i am going for a blood test,
been sick this few days,my aunt keeps on saying i have to much sweetness in my body,

actually i agree hah,left side of my body hurts.i also craving for choclates despite my condition.
aww, so SWEET..
i tried to find for these for a long time,
anyone know where?tell me,,
just ate this ytd ^^

i cant find this also left the cookie ones only,

i want milk, my fave^^i bet you guys are salivating^^
yay im getting highcut shoes middle of june i cant wait!!
but i dont which one??
help me choose aites.

went to syarahan,it was awesome,
the ustazas have done a good job in sending a msg,
i should have gone to syarahans often.
tired i wana sleep tomoro must wake up morning,
sending dina to airport she go brunei.
nights..

you are the reason why i have tears in my eyes.

2010-05-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

yeah! i do :(
when boredom strikes!

my bby^^

hey,im updating cause people say my blog is dead,its not it is just that im not feeling well,these days, im having bad migraines.
yeah i hate it,everything seems topsy turvy,
yay! i finished updating my tumblr background ,
thanks to PHY :)my tumblr is more for me to talk about pictures and what i feel.
try finding it :)

today had floorball.
halfway i felt like fainting,
but my team help me out by supporting me,
that is why i love them.
I LOVE YOU GERLS AND GUYS:)
to raihan:thanks for the bad knock that made my hand hurt and i fall.
but nehmind atleast i got the ball from you :P

sorry john about the harsh pushes,but your airhook made me look stupid -.-
floorballwith b div= FUN!!
but today training part i did badly,cos of migraines.
but the game i think i did well haha.

got my results .
from 1st ten last year i dropped to 22.
altough i like that no,but i felt idiotic.my teachers are dissapointed. i know i also.haiya i gotta buck up!!
but somehow when i study more than i should i get bad results,
when i take my exams as relax as possible i get better results.
weird huh?
miera,miera. :(

yay!i watched shrek ready!! with my beybeyhs.woohoo but lastsong belom :(
planned to watch with, tapi takjadi :(
rating 7/10.
i love puss<3.

you make me smile everytime i see you,

eventough you're the main reason

why am i feeling like this.

to acam; i am glad to be your listening ear,
thanks for cheering me up:)

kay gtg my hunneys are waiting for me to call them.
going to otp with my ass zaidi, and my bitch rita:)

you take my breath away

2010-05-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

miera hungry!!! :(
yeah,im hungry,
hah, did not eat dinner.

yesterday,
floorball was fun,
teamed up with the boys,
they are fast..
but overall,it was okay.
did new drills.
confused at first but in the end we managed.
last 30mins played game all the way.
i was teamed up with syai,syafiq,john,guan zhe,yi qing,ama and kumar.
we won overall.
15-14 i think.
i scored 4^^
sorry uh jay,didnt mean to pull.
hahaha,

today,
i was happy.
for the first time in my secondary life exams i PASSED MATH!
wow,haha .
i was happy till now im smiling.
i gotta win rawr in chemistry then she will blanja me sprite ^^
i failed my poa by 6 marks!! argh!
failed physics also.
passed el,combined humanities,math,malay,
i hope i pass my chem :/
ergh,pls pls..

im trying to be a quiet girl now,
trying not to be so loud like i used to.
but somehow i have difficulty in math and malay lesson :(
i will try.
im trying to forget you altough its super hard.
but some people say not the time.
they dont know how hard it is.
its not easy to like someone for 1yrs+ okay..
im sorry rawr..

somehow when i chat with you today,
i dont know y but im happy.
a weird happy feeling and now
i cant wait to chat with you tomoro :D

haha kay i wanna find food!!
lapar i think snacks will be enough,
sleeping at 10.30 cos at 12 maybe conference with bestie(shahfiyan) and alyph.haha
i dont want cos later cannot slip back hah.
but kecian so just agreed.
kay gtg byes..

rawr,i promise i will try kay?

2010-05-16T09:02:00.000-07:00

ZAIDI !!! look ^^ cute kan??
i cant stop myself from not posting
this pic,, :)

this in red or nike high-cut???

yeah can we??
cos it will be great to have a wish right now.

to two of my friends,who have just gone trough
something similar like this.
cheer up guys.

when i read this^ i realised its true

yeah,im one of them..

hey, decided to update cos i cant sleep.
just now went to 313 somerset to have dinner,
we ate F.I.S.H reataurant.
the food expensive sia,but it was a treat from kak yana,
i ate this weird name chicken,which at the end the price was $10.90??
but it was worth it uh.it was delicious,
hahah,i should have ordered fish instead cos it was way nicer.haha

bought new wallet^^ yay i like it.
it has the colours of the rainbow..
especially red and black.
iza going to be green with envy:)

then bought new clothes.
im aiming for nike high-cut.[fyi, hidayat keep typing hi-card]
hahah..
i need nice shoes to go with my new dress^^
hahah
maybe go survey on tuesday,

to those who invited me to the bbq.
especially miza,rawr,ikashy.
as badly i want to go to the bbq.i cant.
soory,

i should not have ate the melting cheese bun more than 2.
its giving me the runs now.
i could not help it,was yummy^^

i hope i will be fine by tomoro.
having training and game.
so will be back home around 9.45pm i think??

shit now im having stomach aches.haish lepas satu satu.
my fever has decrease from 38.7 to 38.2.
improving but not fully..
gotta improve more..

you guys have to watch this,
is a video clip of selena gomez and one of her fans,
so cute

kay i gtg gotta rest..
bye peoples

be prepared.

2010-05-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

when i get those papers,
all that my mind said was,
be prepared.
no more studying and lepaking at macs.
no more free time,

i was not yet prepared for this!
all i can do is read al-fateha.
haiya..
time pass fast.

poa paper was okay,
finally left one paper and exams is over.
yeah i miss that person,
hahah lame ah miera random..
addicted to twitter<3

long time never chat with --Y(yan)
if you read this,i miss you my cure for boredom.
hahahah lame,but serious,

k lah wanna focus on tv,
jackie chan is on.
i love that guy!
so funny hahah.
byes

to that person get well soon..

2010-05-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

went to lot1 mac,
studied poa and chemistry,
poa got little confidence..
chemistry lesser than poa.
hah,
physics paper was okay,
but halfway done i fall asleep,
i didnt know sia,
then kelvin chok came in,
damn he woke me up,
seriously i didnt know.
hah mieramiera tu lah
slalu tdo lambat,
getting panda eyes.
huuhuuu.
studied with rawr,diena,kat,nana and dayah.
kk dats all gtg home now ,
byes

im hurt,

2010-05-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

hey, decided to blog after watching the show my name is khan,

its an awesome show i will give 9/10.

its a show about racists.

a war between islam and christians.

a misunderstanding that cause,

an innocent boy sameer or sam,

which is rizvan khan(shahrukh khan) son,

was killed by christians just for asking forgiveness from his bf,

whos dad was killed in a war by muslims,

Rizvan khan is a islam who is not terrorists,

and he is determined to tell the president he is not.

he suffers from asperger' syndrome.

he always make people around him happy.

The Khan's perfect existence gets disrupted,

after the september 11 attack on the twin towers in new york city,

. At the same time, the Khan family begins to experience post 9-11 prejudice in their community and Reese

begins to turn against Sam as well.

One afternoon, an argument between

them turns into a racially motivated schoolyard fight

between Sameer and a number of older students.

Reese tries to stop the fight but is held bck and Sam dies from his injuries.

A shattered Mandira blames Rizvanfor his death stating that Sameer "died only because his name was Khan." She then tells rizvan that she do be with him. When he asks her what he has to do to be together with Mandira, she tells him that he has to tell the people of the United States and the President that his name is Khan and that he is not a terrorist .
Rizwan thus sets out on a journey that takes him from one US state to another, in order to first meet President George W. Bush and later President-elect Barack Obama. During this quest, he travels to Wilhemina, Georgia and befriends Mama Jenny and her son Joel. Later, in Los Angeles, he prays in a Mosque and overhears violent rhetoric from Faisal Rahman (Arif Zakaria). He reports this to the FBI but there is no response at that moment. Later, while waiting in a crowd to meet President Bush and repeating again and again, "My name is Khan and I am not a terrorist," Rizwan is arrested and placed in a prison by police who misinterpret his statement.
While in the prison he is tortured as a terrorist suspect and meets the psychiatrist Radha (Sheetal Menon) who believes he is innocent. He is later released after a media campaign by some Indian student reporters Raj (Arjun Mathur) and Komal (Sugandha Garg) and Bobby Ahuja (Parvin Dabas), who prove his innocence by unearthing his attempts to inform the FBI about Faisal Rahman. After his release, he returns to hurricane-hit Wilhemina to help Mama Jenny and her son. His efforts attract media attention and numerous Muslims come to help as well. At the same time, Reese confesses to Mandira and reveals the identity of the boys who beat up Sam. She informs Detective Garcia (Benny Nieves) who has been assisting her on the case, and Detective Garcia arrests them.
After they are brought to justice, she joins Rizwan in Georgia. At the moment she arrives, Rizwan is stabbed by a follower of Faisal Rahman and is rushed to the hospital. With Mandira's help, Rizwan survives and meets President-elect Barack Obama (Christopher B. Duncan) who tells him: "Your name is Khan and you are not a terrorist . "

i love the show, its a motivational show to

let racists out there knows.

what moved me the most is when khan said

that everyone is the same,

what only differentiate them is whether they are good or bad.

i agree with it.

theres also this part when he wanted to find

a job and he put up a sign saying,

"repair almost anything"

than until one day that he realised

not everything he can repair,

you guys should see it

an ordinary man,

surviving an etraordinary journey

for love.

today,

had math and geog paper.

geog was okay,

math was as usual stress!!

finally math finish phew.

i was hurt by people

who seem to judge the way

i look or change .

just because of i wear a jade or wear a new bag,

doesnt mean its a new me.

i dont like it when people do that.

they will stare at me up and down,

i hate it.

i tought as my two closest friends ,

you guys are the ones who knows me the most,

but i dont know about it now?

i love them,

i will never want to lose them,

they are the best friends i have,

but i dont want it to be this way.

its hard to find a friend who really,

be there for you nomatter how you look like,

or how your physical appearance changes.

im still me.

im trying to change my sis attitude,

what shes doing now is hurting the family,

im sorry if i have not been there for you,

but you gotta understand,

and daddy by calling me home,

it does not make any difference

if you cant control her,neither can i,

i have been wanting to say this to you,

but i dont want you to say im being disrespectful.

theres really nothing much that i can do,

please you gotta understand.

math and geog? how?qa443

2010-05-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

happy mothers day to all mothersout there.

dont make your mama sad aites.

make them happy.

its their day today,

yeah, how i miss her.

planned to go kubur today,

but i think nope.

hmm:(

mothers are amazing people in this world,

they carried us for 9 mths in their tummy,

and after that their care will not stop there.

izatul came to my crib,

we studied for full 3 hour with some

interruptions ofcos.

currently studying geog and math,

i hope i can do it tomoro..

haish no confident:(

heres a video of us studying at mac.

but boring so ended up make this video.

funny giler especially sam and hilman:)

i miss them ...

2010-05-07T22:35:00.000-07:00

im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today,miera damn kazy.

woke up at 11.

meeting rawr and kat later.

i miss two person right now!

seriously,i missthem!!haha

no need to know who:D

my body,aching..

btw i recieved tweet from justin bieber<3

hes findibg dancers for his,usic video

somebody to love,

how i wish i could be one of them..

k dah nak gi siap,

going study:)

let them love you,not you love them .its better this way

2010-05-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

at mac studying.
at mac again^^

lot 1 library,

hey earthlings,

currently playing game with rawr!!

both cant sleep^^

miss the two peoples:D

been having two awesome days,

yesterday and today:)

yesterday went to mac,

study, with sam,rawr and syazzy,

gerek we took lame video hahah.

today went to arab st then bugis.

wih sheren,atiqah and danie,

gerek!:)

finally we bought the buddha bag and the jade we wanted !!

yeah we were damn happy,

sunday mothers day,

so fast,

i miss arwah mama,

how i wish i could celebrate with her,
sometimes i do envy my bestfrens who have their real mom
around them to clebrate i dont,

examples syaieqah and umar their mum gerek sey.

im wondering what gifts to buy..

played with rawr tictactoe and bowling,

main game pon boleyh stress haha.

i miss my msn partner & cure for boredom ^^ haha .

--Y (yann)

haha yesterday chat sekejap jek.

nevemind wait till he top up..

maybe tomorro go out study,

exams coming!! AAAAHHHHHH!!!

how i wish i have super intelligent brain .

confirm sume pass:)

btwbtw i wanna say happy belated birthday to skater boy> HAZIM!

he say he celebrate his birthday tomoro,but actually

he turned 15 on 3rd may,hahhaha.

&& to my friends whos birthday is on march and april.

happy belated belated birthday haha.

sheren,shekyn,atiqah,amirrul,fadilah,syazzy,izatul and hajar.

i wished them ready but this one just in case..

kay thats all:)

nite nites everyone..

i won tic tac toe :)

she won bowling.

im barely hanging on.

2010-05-02T19:47:00.000-07:00

hey,i was asked to update by bazzbounzes.

sorry long time never post,

comp lack leceh uh,

friday,went pancing

till saturday 6am penat sey got lots of ikan

and i got lots of bites!!!!

damnitchy!!!.

then at night

teman rawr cos she boring so we went to lot,

then jln lepak at blk.

sunday,

went to expo then ate pizza.

gerek sodap.hahah

today,

just now went running with syai at7am

later going to imm,

this few has been creazy,

so far exams okay luh tapi i got only 70% for ss.

slalu 90% cos this time dont really memorise the most of it.

i love my [BAZZBOUNZES!]

hahah,been spending time with them but one of them is missing,

NUR SHARIMA BTE SAMAD.

i really miss her damnmuch..

hahah

they rocks especially on fri at mac,

to know more go to syai's blog.

hahah.

i am drifting apart from them :(

hmm,i dont want it to happen,

haish,

nevamind but i still got my bazzbounzes.

should i forget him?

hais miera confuse..

k lah let the photos talk,,

where have you gone?

2010-04-28T04:47:00.000-07:00

hey,
jyeah in a VERY BAD mood,
right now.
my mp4 broke ,because of someone carelesness,
fuck rite.
malay exam was okay,
self training just now,argh my speed has decrease,
i gotta get back my speed,
finally, spent time with my hockey babes.
yea i miss them so much,
we ate mac and walk aropund tecky as it was raining heavily.
at abc, syazzy,syasya,annd syai .
dance to the song my hump.

hahah watch,but sekejap jek :)
i miss NUR SHARIMA BTE SAMAD.
she was not there with us.
hahah miss talking to her.
yeah hockey has stop for a few weeks mid year mahs.
i gotta pass at least 5 subjects to get a laptop :(
and its not easy but i will try!
laptop nya pasal kay i promise my babes i will not be sad.
so jyearh i will try to smile more often,

i feel like day by day we are not close,
like we use to anymore,
and seriously i miss those times.
jyearh i know sometimes its hard to spend time together
as you have your frens and i have mine,
at least spend time with me to :(

tomoro english paper goodluck
aites teckwhyeans!!
strive and not to yield :D
kay miera dah lame..-.-
they gave me new nickname (miera syndrome)
hahah wierd sey..

setelah gerimiskan ku tunggu,
segaris pelangi yang ku rindu,
itulah saat terpatrinya janji kita,
setelah bulan pulang beradu,
itulah saat terpatrinya janji kita,
manakan sama dikau yang ku cinta
andainya dibandingkan segala rasa di jiwa.
sesungguhnya ku takan bermimpi ,
menikmati cintamu tanpa di sisi.
~arwah achik (spin) :(

behind this hazel eyes.

2010-04-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

hey,
sorry for not been updating.
been busy night studying..
and my comp is lacking.
daddy promise me he wil be buying me a lappy^^
only if i get good marks :(
the subjects which i know i confirm fail is
math,physics,poa.
gotta work harder on this subjects.
haish,im scared that i will retained this year,pls i dont want.

hmm, currenly chatting with yan and dayah.
now at yew tee's house.
but daddy not at home,
sisters fighting, this is why i dont really lke to go home
even tough i miss them.
haiya its hard to be the eldest,

kay im not going to stress myself bout this.
fri,was moody.
i have been geting migraines bad ones.
until on thursday,i fall back,at stairs luckily got my classmates to help.
almost fainted.first time sey.
haish,

i hope that person dont get it wrong,
we have nothing going on.
really,its you that i want,

~anything thats worth having,

is worth fighting for.

and for me is you.

what should i do now?

2010-04-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

hey,
sorry aites tak updates,,
well ihave benn down lately.
cos im really damn confuse,
my ankle hurts like crazy.
my handphone make problems.
I WANT A HUG!!
arghh i remembered how NUR SYAIEQAH BTE ABDUL JALIL,
hug me when im feeling down
syai I WANT ONE!
THANKS BABE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!
i want to talk to NUR SHARIMA BTE SAMAD,
she has a pair of good listening ears,

talk bout ytd,
lost to SRC by 1-0 last minute goal sia.
then went home at 9++
went to lot lepak with rawr,fadhil,sam,afiq.
rawr and afiq imitate justin bieber singing live,
tak baik sey.
but it was damn funny,
hahah
then met zaidi purrys.. haha
wnt home by 11.

today went nyai house,
then went off at 2.15 met syai.
off to tecky.
then go for game lost to cresent 2-1.
then coach ask what is the most important we learnt ytd.
no one ans so isaid,
people are dying to beat us .
kay i didnt know i gave the correct ans,
but its true they celebrate like they have won the championships.
yeah true we have lost most of the games,
but div 1 remember,
you guys have improved alot.
and coach's speech almost made me cry :(
yeah im a sentimental person :) hah

well its shocking to know that one of my favourite idol,
has passed away,
achik (spin)
i love his songs:(
lets pray for hm kay :(

thats all nites.

yay! getting lappy sooooon!

2010-04-17T00:06:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey.
was forced to update by my peeps.
hahah.jyeah i update okay..
haha.. so currently in syai's crin with
nana,nyah.
getting ready to go to game.
didnt go training :( tak allowed.
arggh did not run for these two trainings.
all because of my ANKLE..
arghh !! pain but lucky now healing!!

how can i stop my eyes from searching you ?
how can i stop my heart from beating fast when i past you?
k hahah.
now people are confused at whom i like and whom i dont..
get the facts right aye people??
hahah kay gtg.
byes/

i was born to tell you i love you,

2010-04-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

hey,sorry for not been updating,
busy with projects and stuffs..
actually theres a lot i wanna blog about,
but gotta rush as im going off meeting rawr and kat,haha

well currently at syai's crib.
seriously laugh like hell just now.
but now kita jiwang..
go to hell uh that ihdar nawzays.
hmpft mentang-mentang skola kat sss.
tak perlu hurt her feelings sey,haiya .
two timers suxxx..

hahah kay miera bersabar..
thanks to farhan,hafiz,and fadhil for chatting with me,
when syai is sleeping,hahaha.

well this few days been crazy.
my left leg huirts damn lot smpi tak leyh duduk betol .haiya.
my hamstring hurts haiya..
well this mnth mark one year n 2mths of admiring that person hahahah
shhh secret ..lol random
k lah gtg meeting my b (rawr) at mac..

Bila April tibaHati mula berkata

Setahun lamanyaPerkenalan kita

Ku tanya padakuKapankah hatimu

Akan ku milikiSelama abadi

i love justin bieber..

2010-04-03T20:20:00.000-07:00

poa lesson.

after badminton

after apex day at lot.

after running for 30 mins at canal

cute rite??

found this photo,
my first birthday celebrated in bukit timah
mac, my uncle kind of book the who le mac for me??
cute rite? memor a ble moments.

i think this pic was ta ken after
came back from egypt?

hey morning people.. my comp is on earl in the morning so, better update first before it died again -.- im so going to persuade daddy for a lappy.. haiya!! s mall one also nehmind.. okay so today i cant go for the game:( sorry guys, good luck aites !! yesterday training, till 12. then we ate mac, after that went to syai's house. at first me and nysah slep t on her bed, i dont know she end up on the floor? then syai and me, ps. sape jadi laki dia naseb bertuah haha she keep on h ugging ingat bantal peluk, hahah.

so today plans:
since cant go to todays game,
going to clean up cupboard,
do revisions especially on my math,poa and physics haiya..
my 3 weakest subjects.
erm,kay i dont know what to do,,
haha

yeah sleeq won 2 awards..congrats to taufik for

5.. i

think taufik might need another cupboard for his awards bnyk sey!!hahah.. congrats to the winners! support local music :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKEQwvaYI_k
watch this,
justin bieber cute sia!!
hahah..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ExWsVFJlFo &feature=PlayList&p=6B1F1C24B6855D6C&playnext_from=PL&index=1

never let you go,
music video handsome!!
all the girls lucky sia..

i love his hair!!

k lah gtg.

byes will try to update again later..

congrats to falcon..

2010-04-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

this year my house is osprey.
ok lah not bad..
but i want condor!! hmm 2 yrs in condor but change.
nevermind,
so my class..
floorball first.
soccer second.
captain ball 4th.
dats all i know.

i love my mcflurry hahah.
my babes should know who.
thanks to those who took pictures with me.
floorball yeah i di shputed alittle but hahah aacidenttaly,
tak sengaje its all part in a game rite?
heheheheh
after apex day played in the rain,
i think im sick now,
hahah
then went lot,makan.
go tecky lepak,then send iza till bustop .
went home,bath & sleep.
i still cant believe i slept for a full 3 hours.
confirm penat.
thats y now cannot sleep.
but sleeping soon cos tomoro must wake up 7.30am.
need to run for 30 mins,
ok lah gtg later cannot wake up.

lazy to update

2010-03-08T06:33:00.000-08:00

sorry long time no post.

been busy.yeah we won hockey so you will see us on paper son last friday haha.

next aiming for floorball champion tomoro semis hope i score one.

school has been crazy!

im lovin it!

accept bbl lesson :P hahah

tomoro not going to her lesson :)

but i miss someone he have not been talking to me.

we rarely talk and its weird.

and what will you do if you and your goodfrens like the same guy/girl??

WEIRD!!

thats what im going trough rite now.

2 words Love Sucks!

stiill waithing for it be Love rocks!

hahah lame random sia.

miss my crazy cuzzies!

ouh ya congrats to northlang boys :(

so dats all will update when free.

yay i just madfe my ic today haahah

feel matured :D

LAME

got my sony phone back 2 hahah

hahah gtg byes

baby

2010-02-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

sorry for not been updating,
computer has been giving me problems.

just now went to arab street then to jp
fixed my phone march 8 go collect.

yeah were in finals,
nothing could describe our feelings!
so damn happy!

kay im saving money
got lots of things i want to buy! lots lots.

tomoro morning going for 30 min run syai then
maybe afternoon going out with my 3g.

finally watched justin bieber baby usic video!
love it.
the girls all lucky sey!!!
i so wanna win the date with JB.!!
but its only open to america i think :(

so sad!!!

love love love

2010-02-10T04:18:00.000-08:00

i have been active on tumblr,
not anymore on blogger,
so yeah anything go to my tumblr,
if u know lah hah

yeah all you ever need is just one,

to lighten up your life,

to embrace the moments with you,

to be there when you need someone,

yeahmcopy paste from tumblr.

2010-02-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

lockedkisses:

punkanddisorderly:

(via fyeahonetreehill)

yeah,how i wish things to go back,

you know how much i need you?

then y u leave me?

damn,baby no,

tought u always be mine,

for you i will do everything,

You know you love me, I know you care

You shout whenever and I’ll be there

You want my love, you want my heart

And we will never ever ever be apart,

okay i know this is lame,

and love sucks?

but argh nevermind,

gotta learn to let go.

memeories that can never be erased

2010-02-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

found this pictures it was last year's
yeah cool right the pictures?
yeah trainings been hard so we still have
our B div tournament
premier league,
under18.
and for some div1

i dont know why i can only fuction when the team is having fun,
like their happiness give me strength
like just now i save all the goals except for the last one,
even mia and syhai agrees.

so c div & some b divs blease have fun and do your best! for div1 !!

what will you do if the person you have a crush on
saw that u with ur bestfren and he tought that
was ur bf??
dissapointed right :(
heart pain!!!!!

&&& im trying to forget him!!!

btw happy 10th birthday suria!!!
a tv channels that rocked!!!
good luck in the future!

i want someone to love me for who i am!

2010-02-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

hot right^^ chace crawford!

yeah,finally update my blog,
this few days comp has given me problems.
haish dmn you!!
but lucky you work,

so today yeah revenge is sweet we won sengkang 2-0
but should have been more just that we cant get the ball in goal..
boys lost to sengakan3-1.
cheer up 2 more games to go,

Bdiv: tomoro no training!
a rest day for us,
thursday maybe got,,

sorry if never update cos i will use tumblr more often,

i dont know why i like korean and taiwan songs now??

last time dont like hahah

i love super junior,shinee,girls generation,4 minutes,wobnder girls.

shinee!

MING HO(ama;s favourite)

taemin (mine and chery's fave)
super junior!

true love is hard to find.

2010-01-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

sorry for not been updating blogger,
im more on tumblr now.
so yeah ytd los to grasonnites 1-0?
umpire/empire whtaever was so blind sia!

yesterday was so mad with computer chibeyh,
the time when i can online at night di tak leyh on haiya..
so sad somemore he online sia :(

today hani's birthday.
more pics at fb!
hope he online pls!! haish

yeah!farhan shah replied my tag at his tumblr :D
haha k dats all gtg tomoro skul!

13 Jan 10, 05:51 AM

miera: farhan shah you rocks!
FS-miera: haha, thanks .

how to stop the feeling,

2010-01-13T05:47:00.001-08:00

heyhey,

tired sia,

just came back from game and running.

so yea we beated Choa Chu Kang sec 16-0.

ok lah,played last man.

then i tought can go home but we were asked to run 23 mins.

yea,i catched up with the rest :)

phew,luckily.

then do dips,push up,squada.

my legs hurting but its worth it,

so yeah,our first game saturday.nervous like duh.

how to change the feeling that youre alone,and need your half?

yeah,how?

its quite hard.

cos u need a listening ear,

someone to cheer you up,

ask you whether have you eaten or not?

and gives you sweet dreams.

sweet right?

and yup i have improved on my english,

thanks to my peeps for playing the english game,

where we have to speak GOOD english,

and no malay,we have 5 chances if you have used up your chances

you will be punished haha fun!!k lah gtg byes

goodbye,2009

2010-01-02T03:15:00.000-08:00

2010 come so fast ??

first update things i havent had the chance to update,
congrats to sezairi,
new singapore idol,
people keep saying tabitha should win,
well shes good but why didnt you guys vote her alot?
so stop complaining,
yay,got joakim gomez,farhan shah,faizal.hah.
they rocks!watching videos of them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz-DMk6zRIg

farhan so funny,i love his hair sia.faizal cute! tabitha awesome!

time past so fast,

in just a blink of an eye,

but 2009 has be a wonderful year,

altough alot of things has happen,

bu im lovin it :)

i cant wait for the exciting things that will happen in the year 2010..

new year eve go countdown at marina,
then count down with ikashy and syai otp.
sorry so keycoh.
then went pacing went home at 6.00am??
but fun :)

today training as usual 30mins,
weights keeper training,game
but today went home quite early i think cos no sec1.

school reopen on mon wth so fast ,3e? tak excited sey,cant wait for upcoming shows from them,

ok ah dats all byes

faisal^^

2009-12-26T23:07:00.000-08:00

just came back from,
cousin's wedding,
kay tak menyesal i went haha,
got one guyso handsome,
too bad hes 19,i think?
but he looks kinda like one of
school mate but hes more good looking hahah.

thursday went to causeway to find schoolbag,

my schoolbag next year.^^

actually wanted either of these 2 bags but dont hab.
went around causeway for around 4 rounds ,
cant make up my mind,
then one time went to billabong shop,
guess what i was standing beside faisal isa but i didnt notice hah.
actually i was sort of singing then he walk past,
looking at the bags so the paiseyh,
but he smiled ^^ frendly,
farhana didnt notice until i told her.

friday went to expo,
watched hady mirza oni,
walkwalk then went home,
bought biscuits at metro.

saturday,went to gym with ama,mia and syazzy.
we did weights ,run,cycled, did pushups, crunches,
hands underneath the heels and lunches,
then we ran 45mins at the tracks fuuuu
penat doh!

today singapore idol i wonder who will win?
sezairi or sylvia ?
but im not so much of a fan of them,
i like faisal,farhan and tabitha ..

MieraKayJoedyBieber ♥

random post

sincerely,

hope is what pushing me through.

a new chapter closes

FUNKY FESS ARE AWESOME! ^^

mr red

im in love with you

Mengapa kau harus pergi \m/

Shaye shuke shemua:D

you effing suck.

to you: i know, but my heart doesnt want to let go.

i will be back after 7 days:D

HELLO,HELLO :D

chinamen are awesome people:D

i love my soul-sister, we are the MZs

faizal iza and farhan shah

shiape shuke shememek :D

just the way you are.

2 more days♥

pride aboves all.

you and i both ♥

You can count on me like 1 2 3, I'll be thereI know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2, you'll be thereCause that's what friends are supposed to do ♥

true love is about sacrifice

selamat hari raya semua !

hello, im a monster

here we go again

yog is over, :D world peace

he is so cute!

you smile,i smile.

seriously, i love only you.

update soon :)

im a young teenager who have dreams.

cinammommom melts ;)

im hurt but you were ther for me,

i dont want a broken heart

im in love with you!

his smile is like this D haha.

i will treasure you.

youre the apple to my pie.

i cant help rewind , when i saw you.

i no longer believe in love, the way i used to

i hate that i love you so,

all i know is broken,

im freakingishly having hyperishneesss!!

fifa fever!

all i wanted was a simple thankyou,

aku ingin mu.

how sweet ^^

i love justin bieber !

im trying to forget you.bu

somebody to love

waka waka

why am i feeling like this??

deritaku merinduimu.

love is about making sacrifices

how i wish you will top up your phone soon :(

i love justin bieber !

sometimes love is something that you treasure the most.

i love my chappatis :)

truthfully, i miss you a lot.

happy birthday umar,

have a safe flight to radhi.

you are the reason why i have tears in my eyes.

eventough you're the main reason

why am i feeling like this.

you take my breath away

rawr,i promise i will try kay?

be prepared.

to that person get well soon..

im hurt,

math and geog? how?qa443

i miss them ...

let them love you,not you love them .its better this way

im barely hanging on.

where have you gone?

behind this hazel eyes.

what should i do now?

yay! getting lappy sooooon!

i was born to tell you i love you,

You can count on me like 1 2 3, I'll be there
I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2, you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do ♥